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ngamez77 48, Female, Florida, USA - 5 entries

Mar 2007
4:10 AM EDT

Ok i havent written in a long time. we have our moments of bliss and then a hurrican comes through. Im tired of bein accused of cheating all the time and then he says he forgives me. For what i didnt do anything. He reads my journal entries and goes through my things. What am i guilty of. At this point im not going to say sorry for things i havent done.No more. I have to much going on with my son. my work and him to .. why does it have to be so complicated. I cant lie to him i cant telll him the truth it really doesnt make a difference because he believes what he believes. This is my journal where i can let things out without being judged. He asked me not to write his name on the internet and that is fine i have deleted his name. I respect his privacy. He spends loads of time online sharing whatever he is sharing looking at things married men shouldnt look at. I have accepted that i cant change that or anything for that matter. Comment of other women lunches with other women. he say he does all these things because of me. thats a cop out he doing it because that what he wants to do. i dont blame anyone for the things i do. i own up to them. Im such a bad wife. fat ashtray. losser. ive learned u have to be careful what u say. Being angry and screaming doesnt help either but i get to this point . i hold it and hold it. it doesnt make it right i am not perfect although he would love me to be but no one is not even him. thank god i dont have the balls to say what i think about him because love does make u nicer even though they are not.Im done writing READ THIS if you wish but its my journal. MY JOURNAL MY OUTLET no one replies not one has comments just a place for me to write. this will be the only entry that you will see every other entry is private and for me to see only. My Private thoughts are mine. All future entries will be posted as private and none will be accessible. these entries also protect the privacy of others involved in my thoughts and i have to respect that.

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daredevil8 34, Male, Illinois, USA - 22 entries

Mar 2007
2:58 PM CDT

well in that case I may actually b a pro. at homework considering it sucks

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Maurice 31, Male, Ohio, USA - 14 entries

Mar 2007
3:57 PM EDT

Today my friend DeAngelo got off the bus and kissed this other girl I liked. He knew I liked her I was mad but I played it off. (I know after reading all my journals yeah I like alot of girls. I'll admit it i'm girl crazy.) The bad part of this sh!t is that he already has a girlfriend.He wouldn't want me to walk up kto her and kiss her.We would be fighting cuz that's against the code.But you know its cool when I ask her out and get her i'll kiss her everyday right in front of her.The bad part is that when we was walkin he told me sorry I was 3 seconds away from bustin his jaw :( !

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Journal4Jackson 50, Female, California, USA - 48 entries

Mar 2007
11:52 AM PST

3/20/07-Woke up a bit late (about half an hour), followed routine for the most part during the day. Little resistent to oral exercises (did eee/ooo and blew bubbles) but cooperated after some coaxing. Went in a time out for fighting with sister over some toys. Slept at nap time for about an hour. Bed at normal time, fell asleep within 45 minutes. Total TV for day: 30 min (during freeplay in AM), total TO's for day: 1. Brushed every three hours, went potty by himself twice.

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lisababy 31, Female, Colorado, USA - 4 entries

Mar 2007
1:52 PM MDT

hey this is my 1st entry and im in front of a computer and watching Full House at the same time then im going to bake cinnamon rolls with my mom to take to school for our CSAP breakfast party which ill probly sit by my best friend brittney which can sound just like lily from Hanna Montana so ill hear her screaming "OH MY GOSH ITS HANNA MONTANNA!" then well take the stupid boring test 4 about three sessions eat lunch for three miniutes (its bull that we only have 5 miniutes 2 eat)so then after that we have another test then free time then we go home its such a horrid time 4 school to be that fast paced when i am still sleepy from last night so im gonna go bake and talk 2 you l8ter bye!

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MissMonet 36, Female, California, USA - 4 entries

Mar 2007
11:58 PM PST

so my family is set on him leavin like they can not wait... ny nana was sayin that i should start lookin for a replacement now....a replacement like hes an empolyee or something.. no one knows that i plan on stayin with him when he moves and a year later as soon as he turns 18 he's comin back out here and we're gonna live together... but i havent told anyone that... not even my best friend priscilla.... its sad but i dont want to feel like im hiding things from the others ppl i love... cuz i love mike and ever time my mom says its a family event he cant come... i think soon he will be family and you couldnt stop him from coming.... he wantsto marry me i know we're only 17 (he's actually still 16til july 18th) but i feel like he is the one for me it sounds corny and stupid cuz if i heard it id laugh but its how i feel. only thing that could possibly hinder us from gettin to that point is my attitude... its terrible im basically a bitch. i havent really done it to him yet but when i do it could break us apart forever... or him liking another girl breakin my heart again... he gives me this feeling deep in my heart one i can not get rid of.. i dont want to. and right now i have a bad feelin that hes giving up on me... on us.. and hes gonna find someone closer someone at hes school on the track team with him... some skinny little hoe... ugh... my hand cramps whenmy hearts about to be crushed unknowingly... somedays iwonder if we're meant to be or if our earth bodies are reading into the heavens a little to much.. but heres the thing.. in the summer june 14 2006 he left all of a suddenjust gone i prayed for2 months and almost 3 weeks that hed come back.. then as soon as i gave up hope he messages me and says he comin back to daygo.... and ppl wonder yi truly believe we are meant to be...so the question of the daywere and are my prayers in fain?

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clintloner21 35, Female, Texas, USA - 5 entries

Mar 2007
2:40 PM EDT

So much to say and so little time!! I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE!!!!!!

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Brooke 37, Female, Texas, USA - 3 entries

Nov -0001
12:00 AM PM

ok everyday for some reason people seem to change everyday you can either like them more or they can make you hate them more. i mean how is it that one day you can love some one so unconditionally and then the next day you dont. like its hard for you to even be around that person and all you can think about is how you'd be better off either on your own or with another. they decisions are horrible and take way to much time and effort to make. idk like awwwwwwwwww i feel like i should be running into a wall or like im smacking my head into the wall over and over. and what else sucks is that he already causes me stress so what the heck. why not just add to it. that makese sense right? NOT.

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LB*13 33, Female, Texas, USA - 21 entries

Mar 2007
11:08 AM EDT

Well so i have a track meet this week and it sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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LB*13 33, Female, Texas, USA - 21 entries

Mar 2007
10:59 AM EDT

So yeah i like this Guy but i dont really know him know him but its one of those things that u talk to him 1 time and u think hes tha 1.....wat shall i do?? Im soooooo confused.....im sad

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